Sunday, November 11, 2012


Dear Self,

You will make mistakes in life. Know that and understand it is inevitable. What you need to learn is to stop making the same mistakes. Plain and simple. As well. Try to be honest to yourself. Take the direction in life you want to take without worrying about others. You will be happy that way. Love the uncomplicated. Be only a friend with the complicated because they need that. Don’t mix those two. Dream realistically. Leave the far fetched for the fantasies that will fill your days and nights when boredom or loneliness kick the door down and shake you from the tree that you rocked in as a child. Boy. Man. Safety breached. Love. It isn’t a necessary thing but it truly shows you what life is. Makes you feel alive. Makes you wish of death. Makes you sigh and breathe heavily with rhythm and time. Makes you kick and regret. Turns your life upside down and that is what it does. Love.

Be true to yourself and hold back the truth when you feel it will hurt. But do not hold the truth back when it isn’t being true to yourself. If it haunts you for more than a day its time to tell the truth. Karma is a bitch but sometimes deserving. That to which we desire will never be easy. If it is we lose interest. The challenge or chase is not there and that is our nature to want. The hunt. Yeats said never give all the heart. Don’t. Not until that is all you have left to give.  And that will rarely happen. When it is failing. Don’t. When its time, you will know. The chase will be done and the answer will give you the right time.

Time is funny. We give it to others and take ours as well. We invest it. We blow it. People even say we waste it. We don’t. All time is important to us. Even the time the carries us from one event to another. Never give up time. Investing in it will usually give you a reward beyond anything we can imagine. It just takes some length sometimes for it to payout. Patience is needed so give it. Rewards a plenty.

So self. Learn from this. Take these words as a lesson that you need to learn in order to survive. It may take time for all of this to make sense and all of it to have meaning. But it will. No quick answers. Patience. Valour. Good luck.

Self